WOAH!

2010-08-31T23:35:00.002+08:00

I want to prove to those people,
I want to prove that they're wrong,
And laugh at them just like what they did to me.
It's a way of letting out my feeling,
Make myself feel better,
And let myself off the hook for awhile.
But the satisfaction never last long
The hurt left was too deep
Firstly, I tried to change myself, changed.
Then, I tried to change my thinking, to let go
I thought I could
Thought I did
Then I realized, I'm still stuck in that memory.
How to make it all go away?
How can I forget?

2010-08-23T11:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO! So dusty!

There's so many things I want to do but...
Hmm, cannot say no time.
I'm so free! :/
Okay, I shall draw during my break :D
And tidy my table during break and make it nice nice :D

Okay, alot have been going on but I dont know where to start.
Hmm, had been shopping and bought so many stuff!
HEH! So happy! :D
And B. accompany me :D
And will be going to MS more often I guess, happy happy :D
Very long never go there le, until yesterday HAHAHA

The latest with pictures is gathering for Wuhan peeps! :D
HAHAHA, miss them!
But alot of them never go lorh, but still fun without them, dont care them, cheat my feeling

Okay, pictures!
We went to TomNToms at Far East
Overall, I dont recommend this place.
Only a couple of the food sold was not bad.
And as for the drinks, Starbucks is still the best :D
The drinks at TomNToms were too dilute, the taste wasnt very strong in my opinion.
My phone camera obviously was lousy, haha :D

This is my toast :D
Not bad larh...
It's cheese and honey plus toast
Would prefer it without honey thought

B's toast.
Not nice at all!
It's garlic and honey plus toast.
1. honey and garlic? no thanks
2. the garlic spread wasnt even bake together with the toast! So it's like very raw.
The garlic spread is those that you can buy from supermarket kind, not special.
Even my secondary school's garlic bread taste nicer cause they put the garlic spread on the toast then bake it together unlike TomNToms.

My Dar Dar's toast :D
Okay larh, the cream not bad, also with honey.

My drink, green mint tomochinno.
Like what I've said, taste very dilute.
Starbucks nicer.

Our drinks.

Cute right! :D
This drink belongs to *see below*

Him, lol! :D

Food!

My cute cute dar dar :D

WJ

Peeps! :D

Jia En came late, hahaha, not surprised. :D
And my dar dar looking funny HAHAHA :D

Andy the ang moh came late too!

HAHAHA, Jia En's bloated and despicable me inspired face! HAHAHA :D

Our first polaroid! :D
Nice!

HAHAHA, another photo of my dar dar again :D

Introduce you all to this woman who anyhow hit me and stayed with me in Wuhan (same room for any outing trips) she randomly hit me after the movie we watched finish! But still love her :D The woman on the left!

The picture above! Jia En's smile damn nice right! :D

So cute!
I love Essential! :D

Jia En became our model when she walk away after picking up a call from dont know who :D

Lime ice cream, not bad :D

Random, Huishan's jewellery box, nice righttttttttt! :D

Okay bye bye, going out soon to watch Step Up 3! :D
I want to remember why I started dancing.
My passions for so many things were lost, but I'm trying to find them back now.
I'm trying to get back my goals in life. (:
JY! (:

2010-07-21T14:33:00.004+08:00

I never really know how to show my emotions
I dont know how to say how I feel, what I want
When I feel heart-broken, I even need to hurt myself to know what is pain, then will I feel the hurt in my heart
Or I wouldnt even know how much pain I'm in except that I felt angry all the time
You all always thought that I was keeping things, but you never thought that I didnt do it on purpose
It's just that I dont know how to show it, how to say it and it's also my nature to be secretive
It's not what I want
It's just the way I am
Why cant you all accept me the way I am?

On Monday, I accidentally hurt myself
The wound hurts alot surprisingly
But when my tears suddenly spill out, it's not the wound that hurts so much I cried...
It seems like the pain I felt transferred itself to my heart and made me feel how much pain I was in

2010-07-14T10:52:00.003+08:00

FML!
I really dont wish to smile today
I rather be a grumpy old woman

This place is like so dusty I'm sure no one comes here anymore
Maybe I should make it private...

I feel like going to MS, very long never go there already, miss it

Just wanna shut down my mind and turn off my heart
FML

Want something sweet ):
Later someone go buy milk tea with meeeeeeeeeee... ):

This feeling of emptiness, just end it or dont let it come back again
Which will you choose?

2010-07-04T15:16:00.002+08:00

I found that I've lost my goals and passions
Where can I find them back?
Everytime I would tell myself:
I'll do what I'm passionate about during the holidays, I'll do it!
So just continue studying now and put aside my passion cause Singapore's industry for it isnt big.
And everytime I said that, I'll just continue doing all the research, all the calculations and stuff, and everytime holidays come, I'll be too tired.
Or I'll even tell myself, study hard now and when I grow up, I'll work in some industries that got high paying job and after that I'll do what I really like.
I dont know how many times I told myself that, but now, I'm tired of it.
I dont even know what I really like now, I'm just living day by day doing what I'm suppose to do
There's a person I really dont like for the things she did in the past, however I'm really inspired by her.
Years ago until now, it's still the same.
But I dont have the courage to do it now, because I cant give up on what I've started, I dont want to know that I've wasted my time, made the wrong choice and giving up in the end.
How? ):

2010-07-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

Was celebrating Huishan's early birthday today :D
Went to Redhill ABC foodcourt with Huishan, Lina and Malisah :D
It's the first time we went to food court to celebrate birthday but we had lotta fun! :D
LOL, we ate non-stop for hoursss, oh gosh!
The fats coming!

Was thinking through some stuff...
Then I realise actually I'm forcing myself to please others
Thinking of it, I think I shouldnt because one day, I'll just push them away because of it.
I know maybe they'll feel hurt but I just want to say I dont want it, not because of my feelings, it's just the way I am.
Sorry.
And I've said that word so many times already.

2010-06-10T02:22:00.004+08:00

I think pimples popping out are more stressful that exam :/
But oh well, exams are stressful afterall that's why everyone suddenly got a couple more bumps
EMAT went well
AnChem... hmm, please let me get a border line A please! *pray* LOL :D
Then TPHM, haha, havent take but think can get my A :D

Okay, update tomorrow about AnChem if possible, heh...
If I'm not lazy to come blogger.

Even though it's just typing a b then a couple of clicks to update, it still seems like a hard thing to do, hmm.
Lazy enough :D
Heh, love.

EXTRA NOTE: I want to go Malaysia during the 2 weeks vacation, anyone wants to go too? Maybe I can pursuade my mama if *ehem*Lina*cough* wants to go too :D
Heh :D

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Okay, like seriously.
I totally died for AnChem ):
EMO.
I think this holiday I'll be hardworking and study
And dance :D
Heh :D
Okay, JIA YOU!
Must study AnChem and practice dance! :D
Oh oh, and watch drama, heh, so many things to do so little time...
Still got GLEE at Ponneh's house :D
HEH, and IEEM :/
Stupid MRT event.

HEH! :D

2010-05-26T11:30:00.001+08:00

HEH!
I love Huishan :D
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3! :D
<3 you okay! (:
Dont emo, can talk talk with me tonight, heh! (:

2010-05-23T09:37:00.003+08:00

Drama.
You made me so scared that night.
Then I realised it's broken all along.
Just that that feeling was only for a short while,
Guess that I knew it before but chose to forget it.
And now, I'm so used to it that I forgot that feeling this fast.
Now, I just hope that you'll be alright.
And you said that when kids swear, it'll most likely come true.
So I hope the swear I made that night come true.
Even though yours at 6 and mine at 18.

I never hate someone that much until that night.
Because you never listen, you broke me.
You'll never know why my reaction was so big that night.

This totally say out what I told myself.

2010-05-16T11:33:00.004+08:00

When you know the truth,
even thought you're not directly involve
The hurt is still that great
Even thought we got different past when we're living in the same house
Our hurt are in different form.
Dont blame yourself
We're not at fault
<3

Always talk to me when you're sad okay?
We can cry together like our norm, ILY always <3
But I dont get the chance to tell you last night because you said to change topic
It's fortunate to be stupid like me.
So Huishan, be stupid okay.
Throw away all your sensitivity, act like you dont know, dont care, basically just shut down your mind and talk cock, even though it's very me to do that not you, but it'll helps.

You said we hurt you
But do you know you hurt us too,
a hurt that follows us forever?
People are selfish, faced it.

Liking you is like playing with high ropes course.
Always careful and the fear is so vivid.
2 more days to 1 month and our relationship is like so rocky it's hard to breathe.
I cant read your mind like always, you cant read mine too.
Save my heart from this drop.

2010-05-14T03:23:00.003+08:00

I dont know why you said that,
But it affects me alot.
I think we both needs to reflect...

Sorry for neglecting my blog, but school has been busy too!
Reports every week and homework and test.
And we were happily informed that our CT will be in about 1 month time, OMFG
Sad-ed!
With boring law module that I'll be having the lecture tomorrow, I dont know how I'll survive

Life has been pretty complicated since Wuhan trip.
With people I know and cared about.
Now that I think of it, so many of them have relationship problems, how I still thought that school life is awesome and so not filled with problem except with that irritating tests/exams and teacher-student relationship problem.
I think things changes alot since Wuhan trip
I dont think I like the changes even though I like the people I got to know.
Life's a bitch, but no FML.
And I dont know what's up with me and my actions, fuck.

... No, I hate the complicated life now.
I want things back to how it used to be, happy, crapping, fun and childish. ):
Give me back my life
FML!
Wuhan trip suck. ):

2010-05-03T09:31:00.001+08:00

School's so hard ):
I think when I'm year 3 I want to go to Chemical part (:

:B

2010-04-20T08:55:00.002+08:00

I feel loved.
Really I do (:
~~But I still dont know what I want...~~
<3s

School's at 1pm but I'm going to look for Mr Wong at 11am. (:
I'm so good yesterday (:
Studied chapter 5 and chapter 6! (:

2010-04-15T15:10:00.000+08:00

Picture post :)
Flood you with my face, HAHAHA :D Loves~

And we hit that 6 times - for career :)

Jia Lin looks like she's enjoying it so much, HAHAHA, joker!

I'm actually laughing :D

I emo cause I fell down ):

Lunch time, YAY! :D

HAHAHA, epic fail bollywood! :D

HAHAHA, I dont know whose hand but the effect wasnt planned out.

Quite scary, cause I cant balance :D HAHA!

Okay, this wasnt my idea, it's ben's idea! :D

This is seriously scary!

HAHAHA, I couldnt take it anymore. ):

Still emo-ing.

ZUL! Doing my twist sign, HAHAHA, ZUL, not nice! :D

I did jump up, there's someone else behind me! HAHAHA! :D

I'll never forget you guys! :D

2010-04-15T14:51:00.002+08:00

This reflection post will be solely dedicated to my feelings about friends and friendships, because the most important thing that I treasured is these people.
Treasure those around you.
This is the last post for Wuhan trip.
6th week is over.
We’re all back home.
It’s a mixture of happiness, sadness and reluctant.
Being in Wuhan, China was a fantastic experience.
I got to know many friends from the same course but different semester, even friends from ICT and ME too.
And not forgetting the Chinese from Wuhan University of Science And Technology Zhong Nan Branch, 余敏, whom is the closest to me.
I got to experience so many wonderful experiences.
Even though I’m backed home, I felt a part of me missing.
Maybe it’s because I’m used to waking up to see friends beside me, and going just next door to join in the fun, sing song or merely chit chat.
Now, it’s just waking up and does things alone.
One of my favorite phrases is: The more the merrier.
I never realized until now how much the phrase means to me.
And I found people who I can be myself without worrying.
People who I cared for; and they cared for me too.
It’s this kind of reciprocal relationship that sustains long friendship.
A relationship without anyone trying to guess what the others are thinking, or guess whether they’re lying or not.
Maybe it’s because of past experiences that made me doubt others kindness but they managed to make me trust them with my heart, even shut down my mind and common sense and be stupid.
It’s a real great feeling.
They got bad habits or do things that I don’t like?
It doesn’t really matters.
I met so many people who are caring in nature and it means a lot to me.
Like I’ve said, past experience, it made me blind to see people’s good nature; it just made me see the surface.
However, this trip, I’ve learnt to feel because not everything can be shown, it’s through thinking and feeling that you’ll be able to see things clearer.
This is something so precious.
I’ll never forget this wonderful trip to Wuhan.
I’ll never forget the people who cared for me and I cared for.
I’ll never forget the experience, hard times when I’m sick and gets home sick, experience with places not as advanced as Singapore, interaction with people and so on.
So ending this off, I really got to say I LOVE WUHAN!
Even though I’ve experience something more than friendship during this trip, but still lost it, the trip is still worth it, for I’ve gain so many friendship.
Now, it’s time to move on, and continue the next chapter of my life.
Through every stage, I've become more matured.
1 last thing, I want to say, thank you everyone. :)

2010-04-05T12:28:00.003+08:00

Last weekend was a combination of fright and anticipation.
Fright of height, anticipating what's going to happen next.

Hotel

Shi Yi and I got a nice view of outside :)
Awesome!

Nice toilet :D
Except for Shi Yi who only had cold water to bathe :D

Random
Around hotel

Suspension bridge beside the hotel.

Temple behind the hotel.

Gerald forced to take a photo :D

Night view.

Performance that day on this stage.
But didnt get to watch it as we had project to do.

Saturday 绿林寨

This is so awesome, it's huge!

This is scary when you look down and all you see is this.

Temple.

Suspension bridge.

This is scary!

Front view.

They were climbing up the horse for photo taking.

Sunday: Mei Ren Gu

Isnt this view nice!

The water is so shallow!

I saw another purple butterfly!
It's so gorgeous!

The search final was at this place!

This place is really gorgeous!
And there's alot of waterfall too! :D
Awesome!

Sunday: Kong Shan Dong

This looks like a unborn baby in his mother's womb.

The tour guide told me that this stone will continue to grow upwards until it meet with the stone above it and form a pillar!
Cool!

I am only attracted by all the colourful lights.
It's actually quite scary when I look at the photos.
However when I was there, I found the place to be so amazing, filled with colours!
The only thing that was attached deeply into my mind was the walk through happiness road.
It's a uneven road, with alot alot of stones above our head which we have to walk with our knees bend.
Then it's slightly even road with higher ceiling.
At this point I thought the road was finish, however I was wrong.
We had to walk through path with low ceiling again.
After this we saw a flight of stairs.
After climbing for awhile, I realized we're still on our way towards happiness.
So up we climb.
I tried not to stop.
Telling myself to keep on walking, and pulling ahem (he was obviously tired) up with me.
And so, up we walk.
The stairs up was somewhat dark too.
And finally we saw sunlight.
And we were out. :)
There's stairs after this too, and I wanted to continue walking but I didnt as they said we reach outside.
From this, I realized happiness isnt what it seems.
Happiness is a combination of many different feelings, emotion, event and most importantly, how we look at it.
Maybe my view on life is a little too depressing.
Maybe if I look at life at a new and unfamiliar angle, I would see the window out of the misery.
And maybe, just maybe, I wouldnt be scared and let you into my life.
HAHA, ya, maybe I'll be happier.
Like my motivation: "always smile because there's always sunshine after rain"

Flowers :)

Some random things/action that I noticed so far in Wuhan.
1. The Chinese doesnt say Thank You.
To me, it's weird why they doesnt say it because we were taught to say it since we were young, hence it's a habit to us.
However the Chinese here doesnt which made me wonder why werent they taught?
Or was it because they're just not used to say it?
For me, I would choose to be polite and say it.

2. They lead a healthy lifestyle.
Healthy not only in terms of eating, but also exercising.
In Singapore, lifts can be found everywhere!
In school, in HDBs, in mall, etc.
However, even if there's lifts in Wuhan, they people still choose to take the stairs instead.
An example is the mall.
The Chinese took the stairs instead of using the lifts, even when the escalators are spoilt, they would still choose to walk down instead of taking the lift.
To me, I would prefer their way of life, in this case, taking the stairs.
To add on to that, even in this University, they're still having Physical Education regularly unlike us, stopping in Polytechnic or University (for those who went to Junior College).

3. I realized when the Chinese horn, it may not be because there's car infront of it and it's trying to get pass it or indicate to the drive to drive faster.
This weekend trip was also up in the mountain.
However, the drive horn even when there's no car infront of it.
I was feeling piss off by the drive until I realized that he only horn while turning.
And I realized that he horn to warn other drive that there's another car as they couldnt see what's after the turn, to prevent crashing of cars.
I find it amusing partly because in Singapore, we dont have any turns like in China.
Hence we would not encounter something like this.
The Chinese are indeed creative!

4. There's no hand soap in China.
Until now, I still dont understand why.
Personally I would prefer the toilet to have hand soap as it's easier to clean away the oil if there's spillage.

5. The Chinese really know how to do business.
Along the same street, there can be 3 stalls selling the same stuff.
Once, we bought fruits from a man.
We bought 500g of strawberry but he gave us abit more and he ask us to patronized his stall again.
There's also another stall owner who will reduce the price for the item.
For example the fruit costs $3.50, however we only need to pay $3.
I think this way of doing business really helps them as the customers would most likely patronized their stall again.
This way of doing business is rare in Singapore, however it's common here.

6. The road here (in campus) are unlike the road in Ngee Ann.
The road here are for both cars and people walking.
If the car is driving through, it'll just horn and people would just make way for it, a common thing.
However in Singapore, it will separate pedestrian walk from driving road.
And to add on to that, the traffic in China is not as good as Singapore.
Zebra crossing or traffic lights are little here, hence people normally jay-walk.
Even though people also jay-walk in Singapore, it's not as bad as China and the measures to keep people from jay-walking are good too.

2010-04-01T17:50:00.003+08:00

I cant express myself clearly, but what I felt is so powerful that I want to numb it.
Maybe being angry at even the slightest stuff, being emo, being quiet, being high are just feelings that I used to replace what's inside my heart.
I really really want to go back home now.
If I never come here, I wouldnt be feeling what I felt now.
I can imagine what I'll be doing at home, with friends, in MS...
Shooting people, example teacher, are just ways to vent out that frustration I felt.
Feeling of helpless-ness, uncertainty, insecured, hurt, even anger...
Sorry teacher, but count yourself unlucky that you did the wrong thing at the wrong time.
I still remember, when I was in seconday 2, for Art final exam, I drew a picture.
It depicts a girl who is smiling and looking up at the moon, however I also drew the same girl, this time with a sad face looking up.
It basically means that what we show isnt what or how we felt inside.
Everyone can pretend, no matter how happy the person seems to be, they might be pretending and hiding themselves away because they dont want the world to see it.
It's not because it's shameful, it's because they want to make themselves feel better, or at least others.
Who would want people to worry for them and end up causing misery to others?
Now I think I know why I got a very high marks even though I didnt draw or colour well for that exam.
I used to think it's because my preparation work was well done or she just give me the marks because the senior teacher said my art is good.
But now, I think I got the marks bacause of the story behind the art.
And sometimes acting like a spoilt brat isnt because I'm one
It's just because I know that you cared for me, and I want you to show it more
HAHA, I know I cant ask for more, but I just want you to show it more often
Because you dont know how this makes me feel alot better, sometimes special.
But seriously, can I not smile for a day?
Can I cry for a day and not worry that people are worried or saw it?

2010-04-01T11:07:00.003+08:00

Mummy and Hui Shan called yesterday!
HAHAHA, really happy!
But I was shopping halfway and the reception was lousy D:
But still, (L) :D
I miss you all! :D
But like finally you all called!!!
I waited very long you know not?!
HUH HUH HUH!!!
Loves~~~!!! :D

I think I'm in love with...
*drumroll*
TADA

Korean style nian gao!!! :D
Loves! :D

Some pictures here :)

The very caring side of Benedict

Obviously this is fake one, hahaha, still act!

What I brought to IS class :D NICE~! Like it, like it! :D

Had dinner in this western restaurant :)

In Guang Gu! :D

I hate it when people gossip about me behind my back, dont be such a bastard
You dont even know me, and you dont even know why I did it and my conditions and you're just saying like I'm that type of person, fuck you!

You totally screwed my mind man!
This time not awesome at all...
I know you're just being gentle, but what goes into my mind are just: "I'm such a fucked up person"

Damn, you're such a fucker huiling!

I want to switch off tomorrow
I feel so stress and fucked up!
Really really!
And this is somewhat driving me nuts!
And I'm serious because I never say: "but nuts taste nice, so ya :D" D:
How I wish I would say that instead of being really emo

Happy April Fools Day, pranked people! :D
Now Ponneh isnt talking to meh D:

2010-03-30T00:14:00.005+08:00

林俊杰 - 第几个100天

我把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你一抬头就看得见
我把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠

我晓得时间如雪有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个100天还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
第几个100天也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变

我把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠

我晓得时间如雪有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个100天还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
第几个100天也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着 woah, yeah~

第几个100天越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
管过多少100天也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变
当守护变信念连泪水都很甜

What if I'm scare of 喜欢?
What if 喜欢 makes me push you away?
Will you give up?
If you do, please let me know...
Cause I need time too...
Give me a direct answer?
Everyone's different, what they experience too
So you'll never know me, unless I said it...
Every person got a mask hidding them.
Do you see the mask or behind it?
I dont know too...

Random only :)

2010-03-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

Today we first went to a place with very beautiful sceneries :)

The street food was so delicious!
No photos but if you come to China, you must try the street food!
You wouldnt regret it! :D
Jia En and I was so happy eating the food!

After that was shopping at Guang Gu Bu Xing Jie Shang.

Me, Gerald and Jia En

After walking for close to 5 hours, most of us never buy anything which makes us rather piss off.
Photos here :)

Rabbits

Hamsters
They were selling these animals, so adorable!
But I really pity those animals.
They need to be separated from their parents since young age and being sold.
They got feelings too, ya’ know?

2010-03-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

Everyone had their past
Whether it's unpleasant or great memories, it affects a person forever.
I knew of people who had great childhood and they're still happy now and I hope they stay this way.
However, I knew of more people who had bad childhood.
Some were able to look on the bright side, while some never gets out of it and became unhappy, and the rest, never get out of it no matter how happy they are with their life now.

What's yours?
I hope you had a good childhood.

Telling Jia Lin that, really makes me, erm, I dont know how to put the feelings into words, but I dont regret telling her.

2010-03-27T20:42:00.007+08:00

I had so much fun today!
Hahahaha!
Was already high this morning just thinking of pranking Jia Lin, however due to her sudden decision to wake up early the prank was postponed to evening.

D: for the sake of Jia Lin's future, I'm not supposed to post all the photos and had to delete them, but nevermind :D

Visited various place but wasnt feel that good, so didnt take note of anything.
And was abit sick due to the changing weather.
Pictures say it all.

A very tradition street selling traditional Chinese stuff like fans etc.

Crowded!

Inside the tower.

It's so beautiful!
All the colours are so bright and amazing!

Then, we had lunch at another street with alot of food from all over China!

I wanted to buy this for James but they dont have plastic bag so cannot bring back D:

Jia Lin looks like superstar! :D

HAHAHA :D

Inside museum.

They're going for war... but Jia En's farming, HAHAHA :D

The cotton candy is really very big!
For 2 RMB only! HAHA :D
Okay, this picture is very weird I know.

Jump jump!
We had so much fun, laughing! :D

Yu Min, the Chinese girl that I got to know at Mei Li Ren Wu event, called me and asked me to join her to go for a dance.
Actually I wanted to back out last minute but didnt because I was scared they would be disappointed as they come all the way here to ask us but we suddenly back out, so I went
And I'm really glad so!
Even though the dance was not what I'm interesting in, it was awesome!
Yu Min and her friends taught us some of the steps to the dance and it was really fun! :D
Danced and laugh was what we did for 1 hour!
I want to do it again!
Havent dance for 2 months!

2010-03-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

4pm.
Jia Lin's birthday celebration.
HAHAHA, photos say it all :D
And I'm sure Jia Lin had fun with cream on her face! :D

Kang Rong with birthday girl :D

Jia En and birthday girl :D

HAHAHAHA!

Mr Yun! :D

6pm.
Mei Li Ren Wu activity.
I thought it was some choosing campus babes and hunks competition but it wasnt and I was surprise.
China is indeed different.
Mei Li Ren Wu is actually an activity that select students that either give up something like scholarship to someone else who need it more, people who done well eg getting recognized for doing something worldwide, people who had to work outside to continue studying and adding on to that, their condition wasnt good; and some others along that line, and recongnized them for what they had or have done or doing until now.
The host dress very formally, abit exaggerating I would say.
In Singapore, prize presentor assistant, also usher would just wear a formal dress, however in China, they would wear Cheong Sam, which to me is surprising as I thought they are much more modern now and would wear a formal dress instead of Cheong Sam.
The girl who sang during the opening ceremony was really good!
Her base was strong and she could go until really high with her base!
Chinese indeed have powerful vocal!
Envious, I must train myself to be like them, strong base.
However, their stage presentation was not nice though.
To me, stage presence is more important than having a powerful vocal because the overall leaves the biggest impression afterall.
Nothing really happen until I got to know Yu Min, a Chinese that's studyig sales in year 1.
She's 20 this year.
I really enjoy chatting with her!
I get to know more about this campus and Wuhan, also student life which I'll be doing for IS individual work.
After the activity end, she even showed me where is the dance room where everyone can use it!
Finally I found it!
HAHAHA, China is awesome! :D

After that went to a halal restaurant in campus
And I had:

SO DELICIOUS!
A MUST TRY! :D

2010-03-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

"No one likes rejection, but perhaps no one dislikes rejection more than you, huiling. Because of this, you may be hesitant to take risks into the unknown. Keep in mind that by sitting back and playing it safe, you may be depriving yourself of the very adventure that could turn your life around. There is an energetic, expansive feeling in the air that is encouraging you to take a leap of faith. Although this energy may feel foreign to you, it is time that you embrace it with full force."

-I really dont know... help me please?

2010-03-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Went to Guang Gu Bu Xing Jie again today :D

Had so much fun shopping! :D
HAHAHA :D

After we reach there, had lunch

The girls and guys including Mr Yun split to buy stuff
HAHA, had such wonderful shopping with Jia En and Shi Yi, bought 2 shirts, 1 dress, 1 hip-hop pant and 1 shoe :D
YAY-ness, and I spend like 300+ RMB today including food.

Jia En's food

Shi Yi's

Mr Yun's

Mine, lunch, korean style nian gao

Mine, dinner, Pork cutlet with noodles

I love the pudding milk tea! :D

2010-03-25T10:54:00.001+08:00

林俊杰 - 背对背拥抱

话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
即使想让我知道即使想让你知道爱的警告

话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套 yeah~
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老葬送在烽火的玩笑 woah~
我们背对背拥抱真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
即使想让我知道即使想让你知道爱的警告

我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱就不要轻易放掉

我们背对背拥抱滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
只是想让我知道只是想让你知道这警告
只是想让我知道只是想让你知道爱的警告

I want to learn this song :)

2010-03-25T01:06:00.003+08:00

review and reflection
I miss mama.
I miss her the most these few days while I was sick D:
Mama, I want to see you! D:
But that time when i told her my GPA, she said "clever larh, dont disturb me, I'm watching tv!" D:
So irritating right?!

This made me realized how the Chinese who went overseas to study alone, felt.
They must have miss their home so much!
I'm only here for 3 weeks plus and I'm already very home sick that I cried a few times.
How about them who need to stay overseas for almost half a year before going back home?
They must have felt worst!
And this feeling would definitely worsen if they got sick.
They would probably miss their family members and home even more.

I realized I need to be more independent.
I've grown up, I got hands and legs, I need to do things myself.
I cant depend on mama anymore, moreover mama's not with me in China. :)

2010-03-22T00:51:00.005+08:00

hello review and reflection.

Actually I'm not excited about the Coca Cola trip.
I dont even like to drink Coke.
But still, photos for you :)

dont like barbie doll

So cute! :D

But as you can see, it was fun :D

武当山

Saturday.
The thing I remember most vividly is that I'm sick D:
Motion sickness and low blood pressure which made me rather moody.
Sorry for being nasty that day!
I dont really remember anything but I remember the smoke around there from the temple and smokers were terrible!

I was so sick after breathing in the smoke!
Okay, enough of words, photos now :)

Green at the temple there

Well at temple there

hotel that we lived in

Shi Yi and my room :D

Even though I said I cant really remember anything, there's some things I remember.

1. Yogurt incident.
A container of unfinish yogurt drop down from the mountain and stained one of the girl's bag while everyone went for a walk slightly up the mountain.
The tour guide was very nice, he help her to wipe away the yogurt and even threw away the container, he's very considerate!
If it happens in Singapore, I dont think the tour guide will do the same thing.
And it's something that can be considered unforgettable to me, such nice action :)

2. Save electricity.
In the hotel, they off the lights unlike in Singapore where they on it until morning.
And the air-con was also on for a couple of hours only, it was off before 5:30am!
We practically freeze in the room!
And when Shi Yi, who kindly help me to ask the staff there to on the air-con and adjust it to 30°C, she was told that they'll only on it for 3 hours!
It'll never happen in Singapore.
But I would very much prefer Singapore's way of doing especially since the weather is so cold.
To me, it's like a form of customer service to have it on until we off it ourselves.
So, for that, I would say I still prefer Singapore. :)

3. What I felt.
I was really sick as you all know from up there, and I really felt loved by people around me who cared for me :)
But I still miss my mummy :(
Having family members around will make matters more comforting, but they aint with me.
And I cried, but I'm okay now :)

Sunday.
I stayed in my room cause I still feel like puking but couldnt puke.
After I woke up again at 8am I felt perfectly fine :D
HAHA, that was until I took the bus down 武当山 again.
But while I was in the hotel,

Awesome toilet I tell you, hahaha, even better than cruise one! :D

That means can smoke when not on the bed?! ==

I saw,

It made me wonder how they felt about life.
Are they happy with what they have?
Are they contented just having such simple life?
Or do they hate?
Imagine just living in a wooden house, not hard solid wood, just wood that might collapes but you dont know when.
You just have to live life day by day.
What would you think?
Do you feel protected?
A roof above your head, I mean...
However the roof might collapes anytime, do you feel safe?
Because to me, safe and being protected are 2 very important thing, without them, life is hard.
Definitely it's hard or should I say almost impossible to adapt to it, but can you imagine if you were the one living there?
For me, I cannot imagine that, I'm too used to the good life I have now.
And if I really were to live there now, I would feel unprotected and not safe, life would be very hard to live.
But maybe I could live on, as long as I have my family members with me.
I dont know, but it's not going to happen, so I'm glad!
Able to feel contented is the thing that will made us happy and blissful.
However I wouldnt be surprised if some others say that materials are the best.

Just a few minutes before I went out of the room, I heard some people speaking Cantonese
I miss my grandpa :(

Dorothea and Jia En sitting outside

I bought 龙须糖 back for 武当山 there, it's really very nice to eat (L)! :D

Failed attempt to open it into half nicely D:

Flower we saw on our way to the bus back to hostel :)

This bread is awesome! Loves! :D

2010-03-21T23:56:00.003+08:00

I'm like fucking angry now?!
And I think I got the right to be cause bitches that anyhow say stuff makes me very angry
Okay, maybe not anyhow but not true stuff.
Bitches, you may want that alot but for me, I dont want it.
What's to me that is the most important is my goals.
Cant you just scroll down and see?!
Or you blind?
And you're just like the bitch that I knew years ago, did the same thing and made me and uhem fall out, things repeat. FUCK!

Hui Shan, really love you you know?! :)

Thank you, Jia Lin.
Love. :) x infinity.

For that person if you see.
You're the best okay?! :)

2010-03-18T23:28:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's getting result!
O.M.G!
I hope I get 3.61 and above to even out to 3.5 GPA!
*pray* *pray* D:

Edited on 19 March, Friday
YAY-NESS!
I thought I was going to emo today!
I'm like super happy right now cause my overall GPA is more that 3.5!
YAY-NESS, couldnt have imagine that I still get so high when I slack
So I guess I'm smart afterall :D
Okay, haha, I'm high and I'm talking nonsense now! :D
YAY-NESSSSSS!!! :D
HAHAHAHAHA!
So it means my method of 'studying' is not bad afterall :D
Like study 1 day or so before exams but know everything before that! :D (L)

Today went to Coca Cola factory.
Will update probably tomorrow :D
And this weekend going to Wu Dang Shan.
Ha, excited!

And next Tuesday is common test :s
I totally dont understand lectures, who can help me?! :(

2010-03-17T10:36:00.002+08:00

Hello, here are some overdue photos I took during CATS :D

The reflection thing with creative stuff thing.

Nice isnt it!
I made it myself, not buy one! :D haha (L)

Presentation part.

closed up details (L) :D

It's a kitty kitty catching a butterfly! :D

Blur bear bear! :D

Can you see the hidden rabbit?

So sweet huh! :D

Hahaha, finally after so many years I get to do art stuff! (L)

2010-03-16T22:05:00.002+08:00

Hello, I cut my hair. :D
But I'm cutting it again tomorrow.
Cutting away the tail :D
Then really short hair le :D

Like:

2010-03-15T18:11:00.001+08:00

Note: All photos are taken from others due to lost of camera.
Credit: Jethro, Wei Li, Dorothea, Shi Yi

Review
Visited some biopharmaceutical plants place on Thursday
The views are awesome!

Lunch-ed at 光谷步行街 on Thursday
If you go to 光谷步行街, you must try the yam ice kachang!
It's at the restaurant selling Singapore's famous food!
Awesome, miss Singapore food!

Food for Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

Nice

I had a great weekend visiting the 3 gorges dam(三峽大壩), 白帝城(宜昌旅游景点), 宜昌, and seeing so much fantastic views.
The trip takes 5 hours! (with toilet breaks of course)
But it was nice as we get to take pictures and see so many places that we didnt see before.
The bus was comfortable and the food we had was simply delicious! (YUM!)
We reached a place where we could see the dam first and heard the overview of the 3 gorges dam.
It was until 8pm at night that we could board the ship.
The ship is a China 4 star cruise, not international but still quite awesome.
We had a big television in our room and the bed in the room was much much softer than the one in my dorm room.

The toilet was better, meaning it wasnt squat toilet but flush toilet.

However, the bathroom was quite dirty, toilet paper was hard to flush down (often we had to flush at least 5 times!) and when we bathe, the water takes a very long time to flow down the pipe hence the bathroom is often flooded.
This was Friday.

On our way to 宜昌

Green, colours and views.

The flowers are so beautiful!

I wonder is it温泉 inside…

Huge!

Night view from our window

Sunrise

Saturday: Most memorable memory, flowers and sight-seeing.
Visited 白帝城 early in the morning (by the way, we had breakfast at 6am and it wasnt nice).

I love the flowers more than the history written.
It's interesting though especially the coffin place but the flowers were much more fascinating.
白鹤出井

白龙

The stairs at 白帝城 was so long that I walk until I dizzy, okay, 武当山 how?
Something I dont like is that they renovate the place until it looks really fake and it made me lose interest in what they have there.
After that was sight-seeing, closed up.
Let the pictures say it all.
Awesome cave!

Overhead bridge, scary!

Awesome wave! (see the side)

The best part about this would definitely be the 划船 part and the 拉纤 part.
划船

拉纤

Views on ship, passing through 3 gorges dam

Next on, Sunday, a summarise on that is cold, hungry, waiting and tired.
Something extra for me, lost my camera.
And and, I had a nightmare D:
I dreamt that my mummy died and one day after she live again.
And I woke up crying.
On both Saturday and Sunday, I was quite pissed off with the tour guide for forcing people I dont know to sit on the same table, because to me, it just seems very weird and a bit, erm, threatening I guess.

The dam

Toilet near the supermarket at 宜昌

No water

Jia Lin very sweet, she bought this for me.
I think she know that I very sad so she buy ice cream for me :D

Reflection
On the way to 宜昌, I saw alot of plantations, however it still doesnt seems as green as Singapore.
Maybe it's because not all the plants are green, alot are either brown or without leaves while there's alot a fair amount of colourful plants like flowers.

So comparing that to Singapore, I love Singapore more even though the flowers here are alot more and much prettier.
Extra note, I saw alot of yellow flowers everywhere and the view was really amazing!

Additional note to previous post, maybe I dont really know how the life of people in china is like.
I had this feeling when I saw all the houses we passed by, that were old and sometimes rundown.

I wonder how they live, maybe to them, they are contented with what they have unlike us.
We are less easily contented.
However not all people are like that, I believe that alot of people are contented with what they have, and I do feel that with some people.
Maybe that's what we need to learn to have a little.
It could help us when we are at the lowest point in our lives, however I guess it's not possible because in that case Singapore would not rise up so quickly without demand for more convenience and better stuff.
At 宜昌, be it near housing or at the coast, alot of rubbish could be seen thrown on the ground.
Water pollution too!
I saw bottles in 长江 and oil was disposed into it (I saw it while I was on the ship)!
I thought the water in 长江 were very clean and without pollutants until I saw that.
That would be something common in both China and Singapore.
On culture part, the difference should be eating 礼仪.

Here, everyone must be present before they start eating, however in Singapore, people just eat when they reached.
For living, the tour guide that told us more about the history of the fishermen also farmers forcefully wanted Dr. Tan to buy their souvenirs, which to me is very offensive.
Maybe it's because tourists who went there are too little, hence when there's tourists, they would want to earn as much as possible hence their way of doing things.
On the ship, I realized that the Chinese wake up really early.
A 7am breakfast, they're already awake at 6am!
Unlike Singaporeans who are famous for being late!
Singaporeans should really learn not to be late like the Chinese.

Additional: I'm really surprised when I saw next block windows open because it's still so cold and opening the windows allow the cold air to come in!
They're immune to the weather I guess!
Thumbs up!

Random photos :)

2010-03-15T01:25:00.003+08:00

Now then I know that my way of writing and talk years back was really rude and offensive.
Coded: "plain fucking annoyed", every post with "fucking", "fucking shit", etc etc.
Haha, basically all the Fs come out.
And I could still remember how I said it.
HAHAHA, how people changes.
From good to bad, then bad to good.
Trying to find themself from it all,
But in the end, some found it some not.
I think I sort of found myself now.
(L)~.

And I couldnt have imagine how I survived those hard times, go listen to 感同身受 by 林宥嘉.
And that time my life revolved around people who betrayed me, hate and Archery, but it's over.
(L)~.

2010-03-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

This post is not for marking.

I feel very fuck-ed up now
I lost my camera
And I still spend so much effort to take so many pictures over the few days visiting places and pictures that I took days before that were gone too
And I have so much awesome pitures in the camera somemore
Seriously, fuck man!
Should have bring it everywhere I go
F.U.C.K!
I'm damn pissed off with myself now
SERIOUSLYYY!
FFFFF!!!!!

2010-03-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

Somethings just need you to experience or feel it yourself.
It's your feeling and yours alone.
Maybe that's why it got a funny feeling.
And I feel so lonely now when I'm not alone.
I miss you, people.

And I still cant get the feeling right, tsk!
And I dont really know what the MV is talking about.

2010-03-09T19:46:00.003+08:00

Seriously, China food is awesome! :D
I've stocked up again today with even more food!
OMG, :D
(L) (L) (L)

I dont like to study the history of China
1. Too many people squeezed in 1 class room
2. The teacher speaks in a monotone voice
3. He speaks like everybody understand Chinese
4. His pronunciation abit off
5. My Chinese and English sucks so I totally dont understand him when he mixed them together
6. The words he used is very big for me to understand
7. He burp so loud and never say excuse me... okay, maybe cause different country.

Joke for the day: Virtue becomes virgin. What the...

Seriously, Mr Wong if you see this please do not marks this post, thank you.

2010-03-08T20:16:00.003+08:00

Review
Introducing my new headphone!

Wei Li got this too!
Exactly the same! :D (L)
Chio-ness! :D

Today snow-ed! :D
Even though it's very cold, but it's really nice.
Awesome-ness! :D

Jia En

Breakfast.
Lemon flavoured bread coated with coconut flakes with read bean, cream and a little red cherry.
Doesnt it look super eatable?! :D

Peach with red bean bun

Dinner.
Dinner-ed with Shi Yi :D

We had 麻辣汤.
It's actually like Singapore's Yong Tau Foo with a little spicy and much salty soup.

The red tea is really nice by the way! (the tea Shi Yi is holding)

Reflection on food.
I realized, at Wuhan, the Chinese like a much stronger taste than Singaporeans.
Almost all their food are salty compared to the food we are so used to eat back in Singapore.
The Chinese here also dont eat food that are too spicy.
For example, once you see 麻辣汤, the first impression you had would be the soup is very spicy.
However, we were surprised when we tried it.
It wasnt spicy, it's just like a bowl of soup and you add half a spoon (or lesser) of normal chilli that you can find anywhere in Singapore.
And the lunch we had yesterday (for pictures, see yesterday post) also had food that were supposed to be spicy but it wasnt as spicy as we thought of it to be.
Also from yesterday lunch, almost all the dish contains herbs.
Including the 麻辣汤, it had herbs mixed with it too.
Personally I dont like herbs that much.
Last thing I observed.
Did you see the picture of the food that I took at the 麻辣汤 stall, above?
The close-up one.
They had alot of vegetable.
The place I went for dinner yesterday, had almost 1 page full of vegetable dish out of the 2 pages menu.
The Chinese here really eats healthily, lots and lots of vegetable.
I guess that's why alot of girls here are so pretty eh, haha!

2010-03-07T23:32:00.002+08:00

I should stand up from where I fall.
It's been so long, I'm sure I can do it this time.
With more skills, more confident, more knowledge, I can do it.
I cant fail again just because I'm scared.
I need to face my fear, not let it stop me from what I'd wanted for so so long.
Just like all those people I look up to.
I must do it.
I can do it,
I can do it,
I can do it,
I must do it.

I want to learn how to compose a song
Everything, from lyrics to music.

Emotions
Techniques
Skills
Beat
Drama
Involvement
Style
Confident.
Listen & Try.

I really want to succeed this time.

2010-03-07T18:54:00.006+08:00

Review

(Guang Zhou Airport)

(Sunset, didnt get to take the nice one cause we're still not allowed to on electronic stuff)

(1A04)

A proper reflection.
Even though I've seen photos taken on the room we're going to stay in, however it still shocks me when I arrived.
Actually, we wanted to pull out the table beside each bed and combine all the bed together, however, the moment we push the bed away, we were so horrified at what we saw that we push back our bed.
We saw hair. hair and more hair!
Seriously, it's horrifying to see those hair that got mixed with leaves that somehow got into the room and some other rubbish, even cigarette!
(Leaf)

When compared to Singapore, I dont think any of the room will be that dirty.
Even the dustbin outside our room is dirty.
In Singapore, it is always clean due to the large amount of cleaners that we often see sweeping the floor, mopping the lifts, washing the floors and so on.
However, in Wuhan, I've never seen cleaners walking around cleaning the place like we see in
Singapore, but the street still remains clean.
I still remember when I was in Secondary school, whenever I walk pass the HDB blocks in the morning, I would see lots of rubbish.
Paper, cans, undergarments and more... even used pads! (haha, I dont think I should say that, but still :D)
That sight was how Singapore will be like without those cleaners, unclean.
To summaries what I've said.
The rooms here are dirty, while Singapore rooms are clean.
The street here is clean, while Singapore is clean due to all the cleaners.
So, I guess I can say that the Chinese are more caring about their environment than we are.
However, I could say Singaporeans are better host that the Chinese.
And yum, I've eaten all the cream puff that I bought near campus half-way through writing!
It's delicious, haha, Mr Wong go try it! YUM! :D

Will take nicer shots next time, too busy eating to take a nice picture :D

2nd thing, the toilet.
It was literally a hole, not like Singapore squatting toilet.

I was shock when I saw it, but it's still okay.
If the Chinese dont mind it, I dont think we should comment on it because I would say we are much fortunate.
Coming here was for us to experience the life of the Chinese, hence, I should be glad that I get to see the real side of being in China not some glamour fake China that people wanted others to believe in.

Overall I think everything is nice here.
The food, the people, the environment.
The food is very delicious!
I've stock my cardboard (suppose to be Jia En and mine, but apparently my stuff occupies too much space that she had to move, ha!) with food! Pocky, Preta, Biscuits, Marshmallow, and even more food! (haha, even bread :D)

- There's alot more but it's too dark to see
The food here are so appealing that I couldnt reist buying them!
Haha, I'm such a glutton!
The people here are friendly and nice, even though they might be shy but they are easy to talk to.
So far, I've talked to 3 Chinese strangers, and I do feel good as I felt welcomed by them.
The environment here is pretty too!
I love looking out the window every morning I woke up as the building just infront of the window is very nicely built, and I could even see places further away and I'm just living at the 3rd storey!
So nice right?! :D
So ending here with more photos :)

(In campus)

(On our way to Guang Gu Bu Xing Jie)

(Guang Gu Bu Xing Jie)

(Inside one of the mall in Guang Gu Bu Xing Jie)

(Stuff at Guang Gu Bu Xing Jie - arent the decorations nice!?)

(lunch-ed at a few days ago)

(food we ate)

(decorations in the room we had lunch today)

(Menu)

(Chicken)

(OMG, the fish damn nice! But alot of bones! But still good!)

(Tomato with fried eggs)

(literally rice bucket)

Good night, (L)

2010-03-05T19:34:00.001+08:00

It's freaking cold I tell you
And tomorrow might be snowing
And and just now I got a call, the machine say that my China number got 2nd prize, 20000yuan, like wtf!?

2010-03-05T00:35:00.002+08:00

Review
So far, Wuhan is great :D
HAHAHAHA, loves~! :D
But the weather is very very and seriously I mean very cold man!
NOT joking, hahaha, like only I agitated only :D
The food here is good :D
Awesome-ness man :D
Loves~!
And got so many good food somemore! :D
And pretty clothes :D
HAHAHA :D
I'm not going to update the photos in this post cause I'm very sleepy, like, I want to sleep now man, but I dont want to off the computer, I so fuck-up right?!
HAHAHA, dont dare to say that only I can say myself! :D
I love music, hahaha, cause I almost, like almost man, hahaha, okay back to what I was saying
Cause I almost died without music that 2 days!
Man, I love the internet! :D
Ha, so wordy
Seriously, they(facebook) flooding my mailbox man
Okay, sleep le, like 12:48am now, *drop dead*

2010-03-05T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hello :D
I am in China, Wuhan now
Like very cold! :D
And I'm going to sleep soon! :D
Loves~! :D
I miss mummy and huishan D:
I bought stuff! :D
HAHAHA, the stuff here all quite cheap except for some places :D
Loves~! :D

For Wuhan trip post on China and stuff I'll put a "Review" at the top of the post
So wait for more pictures! :D
And and, I didnt take much now cause the weather is too cold!
My face and hands all turn red le, my face damn pain D:
And I think the airport people took my body lotion D:
Damn larh, D:
Expensive man! D:
Sorry mummy D:

2010-02-22T12:25:00.008+08:00

Like Chicken Pie.
Theresa totally want us to die
Stupid Tai Tai retiring le still set paper until so hard
She cheat my feelings lorh, say it's very easy!
I hope my A is still there!
*Pray*

I got this from Poi Neh (L)

Mad funny :D

25th Feb 2010 Thursday
D: cannot study
Am hungry
Am sleepy
D: OBC later D:
Didnt do ElTech D:
Tomorrow ElTech need to stay up
Later like CT like that, fell asleep and only study for 1 hour 30 mins then go exam le D:

Nvm, JY JY JY! Off laptop and study! Byes! (L)

Oh ya, totally love IntroCBE :D So easy~ :D (L)

26th Feb 2010 Friday
I hope that OBC can get more that 83 to get A
*pray*

And I tell you
Go to http://www.sg.goodybooksonlinestore.com/books.php
the books really damn nice (L)
For previews, go to http://www.goodybooks.com/

Edited
Actually, I dont need to pray that I get A already
Cause ElTech should be getting C or B so GPA 4 is gone, so ya, shouldnt worry about not getting it le
But WUHAN is like Tuesday, OMG, hahaha! (L)
And my dad's going to China for work around the same time too!

2010-02-20T21:34:00.004+08:00

I cant study
I dont like to study
Study = D:

OMG larh, haha, but still need to study D:

I feel so tired nowadays, due to lack of exercise D:
I want to dance! D:
Hope that go WUHAN~!(L) can dance (L)

(L)!

Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday exams!
Cant wait for it to end! :D
Then go WUHAN!
HAHAHAHAHA! Loves~! :D

Lolli-lolli-lollipop oh lollipop-pop, WOOHOO~! :D (L)

I like the McDonald advertisement little girl, mad cute, (L)! :D

2010-02-17T12:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,
Went Seoul Garden at City Square Mall <3s & kisses
Thanks Lina and Huishan for planning that 'surprise' for me
HAHAHAHA, was really surprised when I saw that waiter with the cake even thought I know about it.
Surprised only beause you still celebrate my birthday even though it pass very long ago le
HAHAHA, was obvious larh, Lina ask me what cake I like, talk to the female at the reception secretly and dont tell me, and dont know what, nod or dont know do what action at dont know who, but was damn funny I tell you Lina.
<3s
And I really really love the video, haha, how we grew up since the time we were in Archery.
Those photos <3s
But was last minute eh, hahahaha.
But still <3s!
Thank you!
Loves and kisses-

but still, you should have picked up the call, not through sms man!

2010-02-16T10:03:00.000+08:00

... And my audio okay le!
Stupid!
I just never on the dont know what thing then I thought is audio spoil -.-
But how I know?!
I also never do anything then it off!
But cant wait for WUHAN!!!
OMG, in the mood to play already!
AHAHAHA, next week exam! :D
Then GO HOLIDAYS/STUDY ALREADY!
Haha, but I think everyone wants to go there play and buy stuff!
Many flavors Pocky!

HAPPY BELATED CNY AND V DAY!

HAHA, going out to eat Seoul Garden later with Archery people
Love loves- "!"

2010-01-30T19:17:00.003+08:00

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!
YAYNESS PLUS AWESOMENESS OR WHAT?!
I TELL YOU!
AWESOMENESS!
I PASS DANCE, LIKE SERIOUSLY AWESOMENESS!
AM GOING ADVANCE EH, even though my basics still like - :( *sad face
YAYNESS, I tell you! :D
so happy~

2010-01-21T21:30:00.017+08:00

I'm stressed!

I shall lists out everything I need to do before exams and CNY! :D
... AND WUHAN TRIP! :D
Haha, random only! :D

ELTech quiz
MOL
OBC notes

CATS presentation
-27th Jan 2010 Wednesday Seriously, 5am now, really dont have to sleep liao lorh, irritated.
CATS board
CATS report
CATS self-reflection
CATS decorations
EDCA test
~~EM2 chapter 8~~

INTRO exam question
INTRO quiz
OBC Practical Test
EM2 chapter 7

EM2 test
OBC test
EDCA test
Mel EDCA Test

ELTech make me damn stressed-up!
OMG, I hate it!
And the teacher with a stick up her ass only inform us about the test tomorrow, today
I'm super nervous about CATS presentation, OMG too!
OMG!
:/!

9th February 2010
2ND MARCH FASTER COME~!!! :D
WUHAN~!!! :D
HAHAHA, EXCITED!!! :D XD

2010-01-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

Today is FUN~! :D
Haha, Open House today
Went to eat with James, Amirun and Clara after badminton attachment
ROTI PRATA! :D
Then they went for cosplay, they look nicer than others who wore it lorh!
Haha, I went to support them but had to go for dance
I didnt even take photos with them!
After dance went to Boon Lay to meet them for movie
In the end we went to eat... and talk :D
Oh, and the Jackie Chan's movie seems nice~!
Might be going to watch it!
It'll start showing on 14th Jan! :D

2010-01-08T20:47:00.003+08:00

Firstly,
Thanks everyone who wishes me Happy Birthday :D
Love all of you! :D
And I love you Huishan, thanks for the stars! :D

Secondly, Wednesday
Went to Ichiban Sushi for birthday dinner :)
I prefer Sakae.
I order some food with BBQ Chicken, chicken is hard and salty, not very nice.
And daddy bought Anderson's ice cream cake, nice :D
I love it more that Swensen :D

Thirdly, Today
Went back to NT to help Archery :D
And I got bad sunburn, damn, it hurts :(
And I'm super lousy now :(
But today was fun-neh! :D Loves~! :D
After that went to find Dap-dap in SP
She cut her hair!! haha :D
And I force Hong Yong and his girlfriend to go with me :D
Love you Archery people :D

2010-01-04T23:18:00.003+08:00

Dance exam in like 3 weeks + time, OMG!
I seriously need to practice basics harder!
Chan Hui Ling, practice I tell you, later you fail then retake then you know!
And be more attentive in dance class leh!
Dont half-way want to sleep and dont concentration!

Can anyone inspiring me to have passion on dance?
I lost that, darn!

Seriously, how do you put this on top of the page everytime?
Maybe I'll change layout and find one that can put words on top of the posts
Any suggestion on layout?!
Or you want to make for mi-eh?! :D

2010-01-04T08:19:00.004+08:00

I eat chocolate...
And I was FINE!
Like OMG right?!!!

And I was so happy, like so happy...
And now, then I realised it was a dream,
DARN!

First day of school today (:
~~Haha, start at 1pm!~~
But I havent do my maths mol and chap 6 and CATS assignment (self-reflection) ):

2010-01-01T10:54:00.003+08:00

Bye bye 2009,
Hello 2010!
but I'm not very excited cause our semester havent end, well, wait till March I guess, then I'll be real :D
And probably after I come back from Wuhan China

New Year Resolution:
1. Fight pimples, haha classic one.
2. I want to have bass, come bass come
3. I want to have more chest voice
4. I want to dance well
Until March
5. I want to pull up my grades to 3.5 GPA
After April 18th
6. I want my grades to remain above 3.5 GPA

I really got to work harder to make them come true.

And in 2009 I really got to know alot of people, MS people and NP people.
Really nice ones, hot-tempered, scold alot, cute attitude one, people that taught me alot(and make me grew up, maybe)... alot more and people who makes me say: "I want to be like them too!"
It's really a nice year :)
And I'm looking forward to what 2010 holds for me! :D

2009-12-31T17:07:00.004+08:00

Chant food~!!! :D

Heated the sausage and hotdog and nugget for 3 minutes just now
And like 5secs before the 3 minutes is up, I heard a sound DAMN LOUD!!!
It sounds like the sausage expanding, scary you know!
And I thought I'll have a flying sausage out of the oven instead of into my mouth, AHAHA!

Today is 31st Dec 09, and in 6 hours and 46 minutes time, it'll be 2010!
Amazing huh!
Time zooms!
And in no time, I'll be off to Wuhan, China!
Hope that I can go!
I'm not sure is it confirm that I can go or not yet, since teacher never say anything about it...
And I'll be year 2, yay! :D

2009-12-21T23:09:00.011+08:00

If it made me wanna cry
It really means something

It's like your unspoken words were suddenly thrown back at you
It made you wonder
Why it happen? And how? Where are those lost times and memories?
You Miss It.

It's just inspiration from someone.

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I suddenly wonder, I dont know why, but just, wonder
Who am I?
I changed?
I dont want to change.
I dont know who I am.
I dont know me.
Or rather I dont know the real me.
Where can I find myself?

I find it quite boring, but it's still nice :)
Actually I find some of her songs very boring, but I still love her voice! :D

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I dont like them to come home so late
I dont like to stay at home alone at night,
because I feel so lonely.

2009-12-15T15:57:00.003+08:00

Hello CHS!
If you read this, please note that Singapore isnt very hot now
And it's not raining alot unlike Bintulu
And even though you got good food there, the food here also very nice
Daddy got take-away dinner for us, adding on to what mummy previously did.
To add on to that, we dont have Ding Ding and Dong Dong smelly hand touching us and hugging us like mad, unlike you, hahaha!
So, we're good here :D
And please, dont anyhow bully Mummy, okay!
And faster online, dont online when I'm offline
I got something to say.
-And loves and misses... to mummy :D

2009-12-13T23:30:00.004+08:00

My own reference

~~Monday INTRO CBE sports hall 4-5:30 Sleep and Revise EM2~~
~~Tuesday EM2 seat? CC level1 11-12:30 Practice ELTECH~~
~~Wednesday Study ELTECH and abit of OBC~~
~~Thursday ELTECH seat1 05-03-0001 4-5:30 Study OBC... think cannot sleep... -.-~~
~~Friday OBC CC level 2 11-12:30~~

Monday: INTRO CBE - My notes are like secondary school Geography notes, just that not as much, but still flooded. CT was okay, just that the time is like super not enough!

Tuesday: EM2 - Easy larh! :D

Wednesday: I.am.so.so.tired.My.eyes.turned.blood.shot.red. :( And thanks to Amirun, James and Roystin, I might pass ELTech, YAY! :D And I've been asking them questions non-stop since 10am to 2:30pm at Woodlands library today, and now I'm asking again. :( Why is ELTech so lousy?

Thursday: ELTech - Not bad! :D

Friday: OBC - I couldnt stay up on Thursday night larh, damn tired. Then this morning I totally panicked... luckily the paper was okay :)

2009-12-12T22:20:00.011+08:00

I miss Huishan and Mummy already :(
And hope nana like her presents :D

I'm damn tired and I dont know why, I want to zzz but I also want to stay up later to study
ELTech is killing me and I really dislike it!
But now, worry about INTRO first.

At 12am Sunday, I'm gonna go jump on my bed until I feel better!
This.is.so.OMG.so.frustrating.OMG.dies!

This is damn fun-neh
I thought Poi Yee's brother is her, then he anyhow answer also correct, smart right?!
I got a little confuse on the gender, so when her brother say: "my sis playing xbox" I thought is her "sis" playing
▬▬►[Pony-sama] Unitard? That sounds like a special needs kid with a horn. says:
*lol
*my sis playing xbox
Huiling ✖ (Studying) - ARGH! I'm going crazy!!! says:
*lol, she playing is her business you go study! LOL
▬▬►[Pony-sama] Unitard? That sounds like a special needs kid with a horn. says:
*...
*im her bro la.
Huiling ✖ (Studying) - ARGH! I'm going crazy!!! says:
*lol, you crazy woman
▬▬►[Pony-sama] Unitard? That sounds like a special needs kid with a horn. says:
*wth
*IM not poi yee...
Huiling ✖ (Studying) - ARGH! I'm going crazy!!! says:
*lol, okay hello Poi Yee's brother
LOL, my brain not working.

2009-12-11T14:45:00.011+08:00

If I have nightmare or scared to stay up next week to study for common test, I'm gonna kill Huishan.

Trailer case 39

Edited
The storyline is abit sick lorh, and I dont like the ending, I also dont like it that they cut away some parts, so it's not really like the trailer so scary.
Happy Birthday LINA! :D 17 le :D Haha, finally!

2009-12-08T02:38:00.004+08:00

I think I'm gonna die this time
OBC is damn damn hard... okay larh, actually I also havent really study yet...
It's like 4am now, and I feel half-awake, except when I look at the notes, zzz -.-
Got no mood to study! :(
Plus the test is only 5% and the test is 70 marks! Like, just to get 2.5% I need 35 marks, dies.
And next week is exam week I'm gonna stay up all night for 4 days and study like crazy.
Crazy nights, cant wait for it to end...

The weather is super cold, makes me sleep :(
Dont like.

And I saw something that made me goes O.O!!!
But whatever, should really start studying now... :(

And Mummy and Huishan are going back to Bintulu this Saturday, which means Maggie for breakfast, lunch and dinner, sian. Seriously, I cant cook, why?!

I only like the packaging, dont really like the taste and definitely not the after-taste of the tea.
And caffine doesnt keep me awake, oh and I did a practical on caffine a few weeks back, fun~!

To: A friend I once had years ago
I forgive you. And now, I understand why forget goes with it.

To Hui Shan: Be Brave :) Everything you've been through and everything you've hated and regretted, is an experience, and you'll be a better person. Believe it. And most importantly, be happy, remember what I said! What I can say is that you need to let go, free yourself from it, you're not at fault. Dont doubt it.

2009-11-30T21:37:00.003+08:00

Hello :D
I'm very tired and I fell asleep in 9am class today, so ya, that's how tired I am
And I think I'm gonna hack care my leg and just dance and play badminton until it really swell very big and very pain then I'll stop...
Since MC only can take a couple of days = no use
And this song below is woah, can die eh!

2009-11-27T18:45:00.002+08:00

These few weeks was boomed with datelines, projects, tests and lots and lots of stress!
OMG larh, after CATS presentation on Wednesday I felt so relieved
Like finally everything finish liao
Now left mid semester exam to holidays :D
2 weeks!! :D
Haha, on Thursday only went to school for maths, didnt stay for ELTech and OBC, was so tired that I keep falling asleep during maths when I was doing Tutorial 3 and felt damn unwell :(
And I hurt my leg during Badminton attachment to CCA larh :(
Both ankle hurts and I think I'll get a MC to excuse myself from S&W
Stupid people made us run up and down the huge stairs
And I think I also cannot dance lorh, only play a little badminton and my ankle swell already :(

Overdue photos
Cindy's birthday :D
She like kid like that, grin so much, haha
LOL, cute right!

James's birthday
LOL, Poi Yee was feeding him chocolate, damn funny!

2009-11-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

I got some stuff to post, but I'm very very tired.
Stupid father, irritated with him, bloody hell!
And I got 2 tests tomorrow :(

Lina: Will reply your post maybe tomorrow?
And I really got to comment on your post!
*and I give you the sian sian look now cause my eye lids are dropping*

2009-11-05T22:43:00.003+08:00

I did this post last night, but Photobucket is so slow that I decided to sleep

Wednesday had a trip down to Singapore History Museum and Daiso at Plaza Sing
It was for CATS, and it was lots of fun
Haha, I laugh until stomach pain cause the place was quite dark so was spooky then I go and scare people
And we just crack jokes and laugh and laugh like there's no tomorrow
That day was like laughing day cause I laugh from morning till afternoon larh!
I love the fashion place :)
It's really interesting and I sort of love the Museum, just like abit more than like, like that place, haha, dont make sense?
Oh well :)
Pictures, lots, upload and post, maybe
Just feel lazy now, and I'm really really tired
And SW warm-up on Wednesday was seriously worst than Dance warm-up
We stretch like hell and just keep on stretching and stretching until... die, sad :(
And my muscles are wonderfully aching, woah, amazing... -.-
But Badminton is still fun
Haha, the teacher send us the class photo we took during the first week and photobucket is uploading it damn slowly, partly due to that M.F. Huiqi who keep DC my laptop like now, again.

"We have so many masks we put on everyday that we realize we no longer know which one is real."

2009-10-31T20:59:00.002+08:00

A couple of days ago I saw someone that look really like Juliana in West Mall
Like super OMG
My mouth drop damn wide when I saw that person cause I thought is Juliana
Then she was like looking at me weirdly also
Haha, I swear my mouth drop damn big I look super funny
Then Lina was damn shocked when she heard that
But I still remember it clearly, so shocking and I dont know why

Family is being a bitch when school turns better
Life sucks, and that damn person at home sucks that she can go and die

2009-10-25T09:25:00.004+08:00

Why hello blog!
I'm here again with no pictures and eating my froot loops with milk = loves! <3s
It even got free toy - bowl hugger - larh! I got the Minna No Tabo boy boy instead of Hello Kitty
AHAHA, but it's still mad cute! Loves! <3s
The bowl is super colourful~!
Red Green Yellow Orange White, so many colours!
Colours are mad love and there's so many vitamins and minerals ahaha! :D
And I know this post is lame :D
Plus my parents are in BK now, woah!!!
Haha, until Monday afternoon :D
And I really cant wait until December when my parents + Huishan are going back to Bintulu to celebrate my grandpa's birthday, and then home is mine again! :D
MUAHAHAHA! :D
M. Bye, going out now

2009-10-21T22:52:00.007+08:00

WALAO! I got badminton for SW
Dont have Archery and Hip Hop
All the modules offer to us today are sports larh, Badminton, Wellness Program (gym), Tennis, Basketball, Netball, Soccer, Sports Climb (just some climb stuff thing) and Orientering or something I forgot, I only remember Ori-then something something
But it's okay larh, at least I play badminton
Oh oh, haha :D My SW is only 10 weeks + 4 hours of attachment :D How cool! :D
That means 2 Wednesday start school at 10am to 12am only!

And I really like CATS :D
Very fun :D
Moreover the teacher pretty, look like ang moh mixed
Haha, but today she told us that what we choose for our future job should be something we love, cause she also love to teach CATS, and she told us that we only live our live once, so it's only reasonable that we choose what we like not because it's logical or something...
I always tell myself that we only live our live once, so why not enjoy ourselves?
Then I choose CBE, it contradicts
I think I just might have the little bit of courage to choose something else to study when I complete this course :)

And yup, I'll definitely grow to love Wednesday :D

Next post would probably be photo post cause Tommy's handphone camera is awesome! :D
Provided that I'm using my own computer on Friday
Too lazy, haha :D

2009-10-19T19:28:00.002+08:00

First day of school
Damn tired!
My feet hurts! :(
61 was damn like seriously damn packed!
Miss 3 buses and I still didnt get to take 61, so I took 157 instead and I was late -.-
Huiqi walk super fast it was so hard to catch up, in the end I was sweating like hell before I even reach LT50
Lessons today were okay, but seriously!
How come all the EM lecturer so lousy?! - except for that time the EM1 tutorial teacher
I dont understand what she was blabbering about the whole lessons, faint
And EM2 is hard, there's some stuff that I didnt learn in Amaths, so I cant do it like EM1, kill me please... actually not.
But today was quite sian cause OBC practical finish in 45min and we got 2hr 15min more till EM2
After 3 days of medicine - on and off - I still havent recover from the flu :(
Okay, I very tired le, bye bye.

ps. CANT WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY! WOOHOO! Got SW, I want to faster choose!
And tomorrow start with practical lessons! And and we have lunch at 11am, MegaBites not pack at that time! LOVES!
I think I'll love Tuesday, and Wednesday, and Friday, and maybe Monday
Thursday is packed with lectures

Anyone, got take maths?! Teach me please! Like just anyone!

2009-10-12T15:20:00.001+08:00

Saturday 10/10/09

Went to some hotel in Orchard
I like the place decoration :)

An orange inside this box-thingy

Not fresh, not nice

Love this!!! Very sweet except the berry inside the cake was VERY hard, but still, love it!

Some coffee-thingy, not nice

Dont-know-what-melon taste, but it's okay...love the cube on top, very chewy! :D

The purple colour thing is cheese cake, dont like it

Only 3 scoops of ice cream :(
But the ice cream taste super awesome!

Huishan's ice cream, see, she took so much more than me!

Huiqi's fruits

Haha, sorry for the fork, cause there's water stain there, then not nice, so the fork cover it and tada! I only found this after the whole meal, but still, I wouldnt go there again, the food isnt that good, only the dessert is super duper-ly awesome!

Huishan's bear bear and my foot, hahaha!

Mummy and Daddy

My ~~stupid~~ sister Huishan... okay, she's gonna come after me after she saw this

My one-hell-of-a-sister Huiqi eating her fruits, ahaha! And uncles and harry gor gor behind her...

Okay, I'm fat, sad :(
Sorry for the low quality pictures, my phone camera sucks, and I forgot to take the camera cause we were still at home when they started eating...
But nobody told us what time the dinner starts so, ya :)
And there's like more pictures depending on whether my uncle wanna send them to me or not

One thing - I actually retained my mummy's ATM card in the machine... stupid

School reopen on Monday *die*

Went to JB - just to answer the below post

2009-10-02T21:49:00.002+08:00

I want to go to JB with Mummy tomorrow!
It's been 346789876543 years - and counting - since I last went there!
It's weird that they brought me there when I was very young but now they dont bring me there anymore
Weird parents ~~that's why give birth to weird children~~

2009-10-01T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hello hello
I'm damn sad now cause NP next year got "Diploma in Arts Business Management"
Wasted, why didnt they introduce it earlier?!
I want to take larh, damn it
It's super interesting unlike my course now
Stupid stupid!

2009-09-30T21:18:00.006+08:00

WOAH, haha, wrong festival :D

Credit: flickr, kawaiijapan, 3601507565
Aww, so cute right?! :D

2009-09-28T08:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Dance exam
Okay, I think I did good, ahaha, because I never give up half way and I just anyhow dance
But anyhow dance=wouldnt fail=good what!
Yup, so I did good! :D
After that I ichy hand go and pull up my pants and my leg was like bleeding
Stupid, it's painful and there's blood, so I end up crying, wtf
Super ps can?!
And then they thought that I cry because I think I never do well...
I'm still like damn proud of myself larh!
But I forgot to video the dance down larh, cannot see :(
And the above wasnt enough...
During PK Idol I almost faint, omg can?!
I cant walk straight, luckily my eyes only black out for awhile after I reach the toilet, or else I really dont know what will happen
LOL, weird place to go, but it's a habit
So yesterday was damn UNLUCKY!
Okay, whatever!

2009-09-26T08:19:00.004+08:00

September 19
Daddy's birthday
Went to Fairway Country Club(or some Fair-Something Country Club) for sushi
I like the green tea ice cream
Tada!

And I got a new phone, dont like it, but no money so no choice :/
At least it's nice purple and very bright
Now I seems like I like purple alot, so purple-ly

Stupid sister remember things wrongly still say it until like she's super sure it happened
When she knew that she's wrong, she didnt even apologize to me, and I had send so many stupid emails and I ended up apologizing, stupid and damn!
And I'm very close to broke, and stupid, I dont get money during holiday
She still owes me money when she has 1000x more $$ then what I have, ahaha, money come!

Send me/SMS me/do whatever you want just give me your mobile number!
please and thank you :)

2009-09-19T10:00:00.006+08:00

Edited
Small text = long and boring text = skip
I kinda... okay, I regret not taking child psychology
It's like... have you ever got that feeling like you're doing something you've got no "excitement" about and you always see others doing something you like and you goes:
"aiya, too bad, choose already cannot change"
then you goes:
"um, I dont know whether I really should change or not since parents do the 'blah blah blah got no future, blah blah blah cannot survive unless you go overseas, blah blah blah only the talented can be successful' and there they goes until they reach something and says 'blah blah is so damn good(insert all those words)'"
and there you go, brain washed.
I guess why I dont want to go to JC is because "poly: dont have to study, poly: can play all you want, poly: not stressful" - by those "wonderful" seniors - and tada, here I am, and just received a mail from NP regarding our results
I think I did quite well... but it's only the first year, and I'm sure it will only get harder
But now, I'm really excited for the 2nd and 3rd year IS module, it's like super fun! :D
And since I'm so excited, I shall tell you what I want to take! ahaha! love love :D
I just hope that we can choose what we want!

But before that, 1.1 (next semester) - SPORTS AND WELLNESS loves! and CATS -.-

2.2 (next year 1st semester) - EVENTS MGT... I dont know what does MGT stands for but it sounds fun, or maybe ENTREPRENEUR

2.1 (next year 2nd semester) - EXPLORING PHOTOGRAPHY and EXPLORING ART & DESIGN, lots of loves!

3.2 (long way to go) - internship special, hope that I can go overseas! :D

3.1 (long long way to go) - DESIGNING PROMOTIONAL MATERIAL or EVENTS COMMUNICATION or APPRECIATING ARTWORK, sounds like the best!

A photo for you <3s credit: flickr, bakerella, 2751339851

http://www.flickr.com/photos/bakerella/
-Nice photos of cakes and more sweet stuff! :)

2009-09-17T09:03:00.008+08:00

2009-09-14T15:17:00.002+08:00

I want to cut my hair
Grow hair grow, then I will chop you off!

How can I dance like a monkey?!!!
I must practice!!!
Teacher change to Theresa
Even though it's like 2 lessons squeezed into 1, it's more fun, ya
Except that the warming up part was hell

2009-09-12T21:52:00.003+08:00

I forgot what I want to say...
But I only remember I want to say love love today :D
And so,

PS. I want to go out with Huishan, Lina and Kei BOO!!!
Go shopping, go watch movies, go walk walk, go something something and something!
OKAY OKAY? OKAY! :D
BUGIS HERE WE COME... like we go, woah! :D

2009-09-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

2009-09-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

Huishan got stomach flu, but it's not the bubble tea's fault! *hands up!*
Cause I slept damn well and I'm perfectly okay
So it's the preserved fruits fault!!!

Done holiday cleaning!
Feel so proud, haha! :D
Now my place are like really clean and tidy and artistically arranged, ahaha! :D
But I still hope Daddy let Huishan and I have the room to ourselves and Huiqi move to the study room, which hopefully will be her room
It's like super squeezy, and I'm like becoming more and more like a roti-prata as each day goes by
But it's nice though, roti-prata with cheese and lots and lots of sugar! :D
YUMMY! :D
But now, I just want the house to myself tomorrow!

2009-09-01T21:30:00.005+08:00

This will be a long long post about life, it will get boring, so you can skip it

Happy Teacher's Day :)
It feels really good to go back again
Everyone changed quite alot, in terms of looks or as a person
And I've changed too, but changes isnt always bad, people have to grow-up someday
Become more understanding, become more mature, understand more about the outside world
But there's also something that shouldnt change, because it makes the world a better place
I didnt see some people I hope to see
I miss them :(
For example Mun Yee, I was really looking forward to see her, I miss you!
I hope your life is going really really well even though it's stressful
Sorry Lina, was late when I told you to come earlier, haha!
Only saw Mr. Poon, partly because I was busy eating to look for other teachers, lol
Cant help it, I miss the canteen food :)
After that walk to Clementi with Huishan, Lina and Lina's friend cause we got a couple of hours before 2pm
Walk around in CityVibe
It's really small
Then went to the book stall with Huishan, Lina and Ruth to occupy the few minutes before Huishan and I go to KBox and Lina and Ruth go for badminton
That's about all

Huiqi went for camp :)
Some matters; life, actually got better without Huiqi, it's more peaceful now, not so drama
I find that life is so drama that it gets really annoying
Even thinking about it makes my heart sinks, these few weeks was very very hard to get through...
I'm really glad Huiqi got CCA, relief that she isnt here for a couple of days to make matters worst...
So now, Huishan and I got the room to ourselves :)
And for the next 2 days, I got the house to myself until Huishan and parents return :)

I suddenly noticed that mummy looks like a mixed of American and Asian
And Huishan looks like she's a Japanese - cool right!!
Huiqi looks like she's from China
And I doesnt look like a Singaporean - at least that's what I was told, so tell me which country I look like I'm from on MSN okay! :D
LOL, it's so cool, even though Huiqi and I are twins
I dont like to look like a Singaporean because it's so boring!
LOL, and Shanshan can look like mixed blood
( Chia Hong Yong and Choon Heng say I look like Singaporean, sad larh! So evil right?!!! They $%^&*^%$#$%^&*&^%$#@! Then Choon Heng say I come from India, he ah-bu-neh-neh larh! )

Mummy asked me whether I want to go back to Bintulu
That time, while I was on the bus to NP, I saw a place that looks very bright, with lots of trees and without HDB flats from an angle
It reminds me of Bintulu, bright and green, a holiday feel
I miss the place, I miss the plane to Bintulu, I miss everyone there, I miss the road, I miss walking there, I really really miss it, ya
I miss the warmth I feel there
Because it feels like home, close to heart, and without any troubled feelings

I suddenly feel really fortunate to live
Even though life can be so bitter, it can be really sweet
Try popping a sweet into your mouth and enjoy life even if life is tough
At least you'll feel better for that little while
Feel fortunate to live your life
Cause you only live your life once

Sometime, when something good happen, it's better left unsaid
Just keep them in your heart
The whole world doesnt need to know
Because only you and that person matters
That's why it's important and a memory worth keeping

I've said this will be a really long post right?! Haha

2009-08-27T21:59:00.004+08:00

Love this song <3s :)

Mummy tried to tie me down with a new phone, wth, risk it getting thrown again?
No way, hmm, well, unless it's a great deal, then I guess coming home before 10pm is okay bah...
:/

Oh, exams are like over-arh!
YAY!
7 weeks + 1 day of holidays!
WOAH!
I'll go crazy!

2009-08-26T00:14:00.003+08:00

Credit: flickr, cath, 3899701
Super adorable right?!!!
I want my sleep!
Super tired after so many days of exams!
And the last one is on Thursday
So from Friday onwards is wonderful holidays~, MUACKS 7 weeks!
*dance around yay!*
Totally worth the long break after being so stress-up from datelines and tests and exams
I deserves it! YAY LALA!
But there's always a waiting period for results to come out - hack, it's over~! :D
Except IPC though, got to mug harder tomorrow and on Thursday morning
The weather is super cooling now, love it! <3s lots :D

My knee is still very very painful :(
And I keep forgetting that I'm hurt and kneel on my bed, luckily it's soft and comfy, or else I'll be screaming my head off in pain...
But ya, it's painful
Next time I should really try to stay more awake while walking on wet floor/drain thing

2009-08-25T12:23:00.002+08:00

One thing I noticed about EM1 exams is that I always slip and fall on the exam day outside Convention Centre, same spot somemore!
It happened on the first exam and second time today...
Super pain! :(
The only difference is that it bleed today :(
And I had to bear with the pain for almost 4 hours :(

2009-08-20T14:30:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow's Biomole exam
And I just woke up, the longest I've ever slept!
But whatever, I just hope all that sleep can last me until tomorrow after exam
Maybe I'll continue sleeping later?
But tonight is very creepy lorh :(
Later I scared until I decide not to study and just go to bed... =.=
Everytime like that one...
But Biomole doesnt seems really that hard if I never memorize all those very very small details...
I dont know whether I should... cause for the most recent Biomole test I also never, but in the end I did quite well...
And why I never memorize small details is because the night just happens to be too creepy for me to stay up alone... :(
Okay nevermind, I just hope/pray that I'm not too scared tonight, die die also must force myself to study until tomorrow! (Touchwood!)

2009-08-19T08:49:00.001+08:00

Maybe, from the start, I was the one at fault...
And just maybe, I'll change my thoughts...
Maybe...

2009-08-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

I.TOTALLY.SCREW.UP.THE.THEORY.PART.OF.PRACTICAL :(

2009-08-12T22:54:00.004+08:00

I havent been updating
Been busy, I think :/
Exams are coming and I have SPA tomorrow and Biomole test on Friday, I guess it means no sleep? :(
SingOut'09 is over :)
Cant wait for Qin Gong Yan :)
The final was awesome, it was great, was fantastic, was totally super-ly awesome... oh, I've said it already
But the main point, it was really and I mean really good :)
And I'm looking forward to the next SingOut, and keep myself really really busy, hmm, why do I like being busy?
I also dont know... :/
But busy=happy, I'm weird I know thank you! :D
I'm missing MS level 2 the mirror and sound system... it feels weird not going there as often...
And now, I'm very free, so free that I'm bored, like really B.O.R.E.D
Okay, not really cause I need to mug for exams already, first one on next Friday, and it's Biomole
Save me! Need to have sleep-less nights again!
Okay, my fault, haha, I havent touch anything yet, haha!
And I still plan my timetable out, study starts from today, but IPC practical 8 took up my morning, so never study :/

And please dont contact me through sms or calls okay?!
Moreover, I dont care cause you cant reach me, haha!

Sushi-ed with Huishan on Monday
Haha, good food and good time with her
I mean it's not like it's oh-so-good going out with her, it's just that we finally had some sister time
Yup
And Lina didnt go with us and she hung up my calls and she also never let us go to her house to see her dog, when I finally decided to accept a dog into my life, hmph...

Long post
I think I need to say some things to myself every single day
"Dreams will never come true unless you believe and act on them. There's many different ways to get there, and the first step is to believe in yourself and the fact that anything is possible"
and
"Life is like a roller coaster ride, up and down. Times when you thought you cant survive, but there's always sunshine after rain. There's millions and billions of people out there strangling like you do. So smile, cause it will brighten your day :) "
These aint there for no reason
And I'm looking forward to that day

2009-08-11T02:25:00.000+08:00

I just dont know how to put it into words

2009-08-04T23:59:00.003+08:00

I need to sleep
I need to sing
I need to dance
I need to draw
I need to have I, me and myself time
I need to do so so many stuff...
I want the holidays to come sooner
I want to do so so many stuff...

2009-08-03T23:07:00.004+08:00

I really really hope that tomorrow comes sooner, so that it'll past asap
There's like 1 EM1 test which I havent study yet, specifically, worried about 2 topic which I dont really know how to do...
1 Thermo presentation which I really dont know how to do all the stupid calculations, I'm like stuck there for a couple of days...
Sorted some things out early afternoon, but I'm like stuck now, again...
ARGH! :(
Why Thermo project out of so many modules? :(
Then, I havent do the revision for the sin, cos, tan topic, which is also due tomorrow and I couldnt do it until tomorrow lesson, isnt it troublesome?! =.=
And I keep having the feeling that I havent do so so many more stuff...
My calendar is like pack pack pack!
Exams are like... so near I wanna puck...
And that Swe Swe have to scold me like again today, then she still say if we dont know anything we can look for her...
Like wth, I'm not that stupid, when she told me, she dont want to hear dont know when I really really dont know, then she kept talking and talk more...
She kept contradicting herself =.=
If you see my test result, you'll know I really dont know even though I studied for it...
Okay, gonna continue doing Thermo calculation :(

Edited
HAHA! I'm like damn happy now, cause I finish Thermo le :D
TIME TO SLEEP! :D

2009-07-31T21:24:00.003+08:00

Okay :)
So dont need to format the laptop :)
Good!
So if anyone of you kena the virus thing, just delete the laptop account can le :)

Was feeling rather down after getting back the Thermo test
I did study... but still...
It's was super demoralizing to know that I've tried but it's just not my subject
I'm one of the 2 that fail the overall Thermo in my class...
And then Swe Swe just had to call me out and talk to me about the project thing...
Okay, I was damn damn stressed up about that after carefully reading what we need to include
I thought it's only the cost and power thing, but that's not all...
Argh Thermo! *roll my eyes until I feel better!*

2009-07-30T22:28:00.003+08:00

Kei Boo's Birthday BBQ
Saturday, 25th July 09

This picture comes with a funny story of Kei Boo's brother throwing this on the paper plate and it bounce off, LOL, and Kei Boo, please dont show this to your bro, or else I'll murder you :)

Huishan :)

Lina :)

I know I look retarded here, thanks arh Lina!
But I think it looks more funny than retarded, so ya, it's not retarded!

Very nice right?!!! :D

With birthday girl, Kei Boo
15th already! :)

2009-07-28T23:30:00.004+08:00

27th July 2009, Monday
WWW with Tommy, Cindy, Shanshan and Jasmine :)
Skip school to go Downtown East to play, after Thermo test though :)
And guess what?! "You deserve some time off after all of the activities of the past week. Give yourself the gift of a true day off. Do only exactly what you want, whether it be staying on the couch and watching videos or spending the entire afternoon soaking in the bathtub."
And that's what I did :)
But it's worth it :)
I'm able to concentrate and not fall asleep during Thermo today, and I even stay back for it lorh!
Yup, so it's good :D
It was really fun, LOL, last time I went wasnt that fun, and so I conclude that WWW isnt bad
And Tommy like to take my un-glam photos and post it lorh, actually he like to take everyone's un-glam photos =.=
But I wouldnt be posting the very un-glam ones up, you can go to facebook if you really want to see all those un-glamness
And my knee bleed :( The floor very rough :(
Kena sunburn too, my whole face is freaking painful as well as my shoulders! :(
Photos

LOL, Tommy

LOL, Cindy was very very tired

They only started applying sunscreen after playing for 2 hours

Shanshan :)

Shanshan and Tommy

Shanshan and Jasmine, finally she reached!

Tommy and Jasmine

Tommy and Cindy

Shanshan and Tommy

A group photo
I didnt post up mine with Tommy cause my sunburn was really bad :(
Jasmine reached at around 4pm so there's very little photos of her
And at 5pm it rain =.=
But was very tired and hungry already
Yup, except Shanshan and me, but both of us feels extremely tired after all the excitement feelings are gone, LOL

2009-07-24T18:18:00.003+08:00

Today Biomole prac was... WOAH...
The table caught fire, damn irritated...
And so, all the waiting time and the agar = zero
Like first time... wth

2009-07-22T11:02:00.005+08:00

I dont feel well D:
I feel like going home early later, probably after the test D:
D: D: D:
I feel like puking and my rashes itch like there's no tomorrow... D:
It looks damn gross... D:

Edited
I hate it! I hate it! I hate hate hate it!!!
Seriously, I hate it... hmph!
Haha, actually I just want to say that for no reason yo! :D
But there's a IPC test tomorrow though... =.=
Gonna burn midnight oil tonight again
I want to sleep, haha, I should study now or else later I really dont have time to sleep, but I just want to type crap here.
RIGHT HERE, GET IT, LOL, at myself! :D :D :D
HAHAHAHA, I'M VERY VERY THE TIRED :D D: :D D:
I'll look like some ****-up panda tomorrow D: bad lorh D:
TSK, I sound so rude! Haha!
LALA, I like to talk to myself, random YO!!! :D

Actually I dont really dislike COMM2T now
Got chance to get a B for IS le!!! :D
HAHA, need to work hard for the next presentation to pull up the D! :D
(now, probably C, YAY-ness! :D)

2009-07-22T01:01:00.006+08:00

Tuesday
And then I realized that I wasnt sensible at all
Family problems, maybe it's because I'm just too stubborn and insensible
2 groups: Friends, 1. Hack care 2. Make it better... I guess
I think I should plan my time...
And I need to work harder...

I was so angry that my hand kept shaking just now
It's really WTH
I cant take all that shit anymore...

2009-07-20T20:33:00.002+08:00

My life all mess up
I dont know what to do... :(

Sore throat and rashes :( :( :(

2009-07-14T16:54:00.002+08:00

LALALA didnt go for Thermo today, super sian
I think if I go,I'll fall asleep again
Moreover there's a 3 hours break inbetween, I got nothing to do
And tomorrow is COMM2T =.=
Need to memorise my slides